Says It All **

"Grief maybe a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone. It isn't just death we have to grieve, it's life, it's loss, it's change. And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad.. the thing we have to try to remember is that it can turn on a dime. That's how you stay alive, when it hurts so much you can't breathe.. that's how you stay alive. By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won't feel this way. It won't hurt this much."
- Grey's Anatomy

And now, I can't breathe.